My husband and i were supposed to go on holiday for two weeks in portuagal. My regular readers will know i am completely agoraphobic. So when the time came near to go, i freaked out and decided i was going nowhere. The thought of not being able to get home for two whole weeks terrifies me! Fortunately, there were others joining us on our hols, and i gladly announced to my other half;
" no darling OF COURSE i don't mind you going without me...i'll be fine on my own!"
NEWS FLASH: I am not fine, not fine at all! I'm miserable, and scared, and pregnant!
Seriously...what the heck is going on with me? Eight years ago i lived on the streets for a couple of months, now i am falling apart and becoming a gibbering wreck in the comfort of my marital home. Marriage has turned me into a big baby!
Anyway, the point is this: I was glad to have him go without me, in fact i was relieved to be off the hook about it, and now? Now i'm just mad he damn well left me in the first place! How dare he go off enjoying himself, leaving me alone and miserable. HE JUST LEFT! HOW COULD HE LEAVE ME LIKE THAT?? See....angry! Completely irrational
*Sigh 11 days to go.
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ReplyDeleteI am astounded that your husband would go off and leave you while you are pregnant. I can understand that you are a little angry about this. I wish you all the best and hopefully you can and will get some treatment for your agoraphobia.
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